okie.. today ggin to chalet, might stay till.... monday? haha the chalet will last till monday.. den after which will be ggin to malaysia Pengarang.. wif the lovely team..respectable coach, hehe first time go overseas wif them.. normally teh furthest we go is southern island.. i am sure n will be pretty sure dat it is gona be super duper fun.

So meanwhile will be away lor...

P.S. stupid cow haha we will somehow arrange our movie and shop outing lar hahaha.. meanwhile tok to him man... dun always see see see :P


Admission to SIM

TOday i received the letter from SIM, its a confirmation dat my application is a success. I shld be happy like donghan, who sms us to tell us the news.. i wanted to be happy like him too, but its has come to the point that i haf to make the decision.

I'm sure those close to mi de would noe, My plan is to get bank loan, however my parents object to the idea of getting the bank loan, my dad says he wana help mi to pay the school fee, but i dont wan to use their $$. So the problem is 1)i wana get get loan but parents dun allow 2) Dad wana help mi pay sch fees but i dun wana use their $$, there is no room for compromising at all.

And i have no choice, and dat leaves mi onli 1 solution, i pay off the 1st sem wif my own savings. $5200++. And i had to work super hard to earn my 2nd sem school fee by june.

If all goes well, i will able to start my work as a financial adviser in mid november, n i will haf to commit 100% to this work. As the income is recurring, if i am able to earn my school fee by june, i will be able to earn for all whole 3 yrs of study.

Well kinda sad, but.... 1 mths from now, i will be leaving the canoeing club, leave as in i dun tink i will be able to join every1 for their outings anymore, i dun even noe if i can go for training.. :( but definitely no more outing.

A number of events is coming up so suddenly.. this friday to monday will be yixin bday chalet, den every tues thurs and sun we will haf our dragonboating training, apart from our regular canoe trainings. then 23rd to 24th we all will be travelling to malaysia wif cher, 27th our team nite cycling, den 2 days b4 my birthday the singapore river regatta. which is our 1st attempt in dragon boating.

Sometimes i do wonder the sudden outburst of this event izzt becoz... it meant my last mth wif them.. the team which i value alot more den everything.. since the day i joined this team in 2001.

2007 i will be offically in school.. den my time will be committed to my studies, work and preparation in starting my SIM canoe club.. my time as gd as == zero.

Some may say i shld gif up sth, n of course i dun even nid to ask everyone will be asking mi to stop canoeing.

but.. studying is a muz = i cant gif it up, work is oso a muz = i cant gif it up lasty canoeing is my onli passion n interest dat is left == if i gave i am as gd as a zombie..

And so.. the onli thing left is will be spending less time or zero time wif all my buddies and friends.. i really hope dat i dun lose any frens along the way, and becoz of my job nature, am prepared to be avoid by some though i alreadi make clear my stand dat frens n familys will not be my target. The perception of a financial adviser in singapore is juz too bad, this is nt to be blamed coz i had this perception too b4 i decide to join this line.

Well to all my friends, if it really happens dat i "disappeared", It is definitely not wat i wanted, and watever i do be it studying or at work, i will not forget all the happy and memorable times i spend with everyone these yrs, mths, days.


ok will update about last sat steve bday when i get the pics.


Last Day of work

Last Sat was my last day of work... the company planed to go eat hokkaido hotplate and every1 is meeting at 8pm.

so afterwork 6pm mi n patsy went to orchard to shop shop.. we went to taka.. she bought cards and help the company to buy cakes for our duo celebration.

This is the name of the cake shop... she says the cake here veri nice de especially this chocolate cake.. dat i must try it :D

yup this is the cake really really veri veri nice..

after buy cakes and cards.. we walk ard.. den pass by tis royce choc shop.. and wah stunned she bought mi a box of royce choc as farewell present.. as i like to eat choc.. hurhur damn paiseh... her wedding i must buy her a wonderful gift ler.. :P

oh den we slowly walk and tok to paradiz center, oh finally reach.. the shop is called Juju hokkaido hotpot.

the food quite nice and the service is damn gd, they will demo how to eat their foods ... ok will let the picture do the toking now

The condiments in the restaurant

Starters.. middle is a70% cooked egg. the sides are kimchi and donno wat?

Beef Set

Chicken set

Seafood set

I love Gatecrash.. they motivate mi alot.. though nt every1's present.. but thanks to all veri veri sincerely THANKS! giving mi such chance to work and know everyone( newae i didnt noe shireen dad is a m1n1ster, who is the spe@ker of p@rli@ment, while joe parents owner of sh@ngri-l@ and grand father is the 2nd richest man in m'sia.) surprised isnt it.. For their passion they are willing to work for wat they like instead of comfortably working with better positions in some higher places.. due to the the reputation their family has.. and definitely does not drive a super posh car and do not haf any air in them, juz like any humble ppl.. its really respectable, they are who they are and not wat their family backgrds are :)

And of course not to forget.. big thanks to jikai who taught be every thing patiently like a mentor though he is so busy... and alot alot to patsy, who treats mi the nicest in the company!!! :D


oh newae seen this... see my de feel damn sad haiz.......

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SIM Canoeing..

oh well, this is finally the final week of my work in Gatecrash. Will haf a loong lag time, tml we are ggin out for a dinner for my last day as well as daniel bday celebration..

anyway my sch starts Jan.. day by day my urge of wanting to setup the canoeing club is bigger n bigger..

I really wanted to do it.. Well starting nxt week i will be quite free alreadi, i will be starting to write proposals, tinking of plans of publicising.. how to psycho the sch to provide the cost.. and getting real figures for all the cost dat will incurred, rite now is all juz an estimate.. and maybe.. become an intern of lex, to see wat are the kind of things a club nids to be managed.. well.

I haf alreadi contacted several frens , mostly army.. who is alreadi been studying in SIM... i haf now ard 7-8 members ba.. if to say the sch agrees to let mi setup this club..

alot of thing nids to be done nids to be learn... i really really wanted to do it.. i hope everyone push mi in doing it.. wake up my idea if i slacken, or get demoralise and ggin to give up..

Den some ppl ask mi wat about the alumni team? well all i can say is.. though lex keep joking about mi being the president of nacc alumni.. but there isnt really any members if u see it... and its juz so unofficial thing.. and yeah another advantage dat will benefits if SIM canoeing is allowed.. it meant more canoes... and mi as an alumni.. i wont reject to any alumni in using the canoe.. so this issue is not really there..

OK so everyone pls gimme ur support... for this.. i really wanted it to happen this time.

oh anyway... to those who still doesnt know .. yah it almost quite confirm dat i am ggin work as a financial advisor yup will start work ard mid november if everything is smooth. SO dun be stun if you all saw mi at any mrt stations or roadshows. And there is no nid to shun away from me.. i wont call and bug u all to buy from me.. the company policy oso dun recommend us to sell to friends. If friends wana buy from you they will call u up de.. newae my advice to my friends is to buy only if u think u nid it.

ok sign off wish mi luck



Today after work suppose to attend a orchestra conducted by my big boss, adrian.

the others left early so i walk to the area in front the baby face pub again.. coz its still too early.. kinda nice to be chillin there, feeling relax n peacefulness :D.

ok i went to the wrg place i went to victoria theatre instead of concert hall, wat the crap. i went first.. followed by patsy and derek, den shireen, joe his gf came in.. felina and doris were upstairs VIP i guess. Joe was shouting at every end of a piece haha like he is teh onli one making those noise.. enojy myself like the music.

and later shireen drove mi home..


today is lantern..

patsy gave mi a special mooncake.. wow the eggyoke is a chocolate instead. and inside the chocolate is rum i guess.. so nice.. i like it thanks alot.. didnt went out today went home early for family dinner instead. Nice dinner nice food i like. :D

newae weather is damn bad.. hopefully doesnt affect our training.

ok today is sat i slp till quite late now i ggin off ler will onli be back on sun nite dun miss mi too much okie.. yeah i know u all wont okie bye cya..



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Some Recently taken Photos( Click to enlarge ).

Post some fotos... things are different as u look at it now...

Its US and the dogs

The dogs and the ah beng ( i donno the ah beng )


From Left Brian, Chin Chong and bernard

I tried to buried this small little thing

From left Jiaying, Geraldine, Serene , Elva

Our shadow (my idea)

Mi elva and weihong

clemence, geri, jeremy, alfred, ethan and lex.

Fondue at jiaying hse ( dennis and jiahui )

US making the fondue, ya the one wearing new urbun male is mi..

Host: Jiaying and elva

Our mash mellow chocolate fondue faces.. the big face on the left is mine


Sunday Training

Today trainig was a diff one i took the new K1 today thanks to dennis who i tink kinda noe i wanted to row K1.. we nvr row in kalang today, we did all out row outside.. this is the first time all out training is outside.. and the rules is the last person of the category will do 20 pushup, capsize 30...

we did alot of sprints guess i won all.. but not a gd win.. i didnt haf the balance... in the end the lowest is 30 and the highest punishment is 170.. mi zero.. well i was lucky... i am still not there at all... nid to train even harder..

after training we did 300 pushup and off to KFC for our meal..