2007/03/28

today had a big issue...
back grd of the story is dat... now dat we = alumni and new alumni... or ok juz mi.. i alreadi can get some medals wif T alreadi.. at first when ppl ask to upgrade to T i was saying until i can get medals on T i will nvr upgrade.. so after the last NKM dat marks the 3rd medal for T n so.. i decide it was time for mi to upgrade... and den the rest of the alumni wanted to learn K n haf a try in the last compy before they enlist... but of course.. equipment is priority goes to the members.. i haf totally no issue wif this..

so we willing to compromise and brian agreed to let us row on days dat didnt clash wif their trg.. i am willing to compromise to the extend last sat and sun... i take T.. and use the K onli after they finish wat they doing...

the big issue comes today.. the juniors ( now yr 1 ggin yr 2 ) dun welcome alumnis to row at all. Were able to tok about this issue is even becoz brian is ard wan us to tok thru this problem...
though the yr1 didnt say infront of mi they dun welcome mi.. but the reason they gif is sooo obvious anyone will see it.. 1st reason is ... now holidays brian open slot on tuesday , friday 2 slots, sat for attachment rowers and sun.. so they say its not ok for us to haf slot becoz they nid to train on other days too...

wat the fuck they dare to use this as an excuse.. now holiday the 3 slots attendance alreadi like shit... when school reopens in 2-3 weeks time.. they still can row everyday? so i ask them when sch reopen.. they will turn up for those days??? cannot ans! den immedidatly tok about key...
saying we no key... lex willing to step back.. ask them they we row for soo long ler cannot trust us wif key meh?? nth to say .. den say too mani key ard.... WAT THE FUCK! no nid to tink of so much lame excuses ... anyway am damn piss off , it alreadi hit my ultimate limit alreadi, i had to walk off... n i did.. nvr been so angry b4....

I do not with issues wif brian at all he is still a great fren to mi... trying to sort things out.. in a nice way he is juz stuck in between...its not the issue if i row K or row T now, its juz the issue wif some yr1 who do not welcome us... i totally see no pt in staying anymore...

I hope they know during weiqiang era when paddles nt enuff canoes nt enuff.... and cher rate is high for equipment rent.. so decide to push for paddles, new K, and new life vest.... but the sch reply is wana see results.. when wq got drunk he even ask.. how to make to team prosper... and so we fucking train so hard trying to see results.. those ppl from wq batch. jaime .. ppl from lex batch... dennis, bernard and all,.. and of course the dragon babies chin chong jiaying brian they all every one fucking train so hard trying to prove to school the one doing all the fighting for the equipements. Lex and chin chong PUSHING so hard for the K.... who are those ppl using equipments dat we fought hard for... they came in got paddle, got boat... and now cher dun charge the sch for equipment.... they are using things dat their alumnis and seniors fought hard for... be thankFUL!

Chin chong and brian told mi they tok to them alreadi.. and willing to compromise but i dun see the point anymore... even i stay it will onli be a yr once ur batch grad it will back to the same issue... chin chong haf a point when he says he wont let this happen and comm is selected by him.. but even lex who step down gloriously as a president haf no power no say in this issue... n those who raise up these issue are the ones who will be definitely taking charge of the club nxt yr.. it definitely doesnt solve any problem..

in the 1st place... come the issue wif mixing wif seniors is sucking up to them...
now dun welcome alumni to row...

wats nxt...

anyway though brian and chin chong make arrangement for us to cont row and lex hope i could pei him row... i nid to decide whether to continue anot... but definitely i am quiting already.. they already say out ler ... its like water splash u cant retrieve.. i cannot see my self rowing wif the yr 1 juniors anymore... even if i agree to cont row wif lex... i will quit NACC afterwards... i amy be rowing wif other or wat i donno but no longer np... there is no point staying anymore..

IT is really nice rowing wif the dragon babies.. they were juz fun and fun...and the dragon babies batch seniors were all veri motivating and full of fun... i really enjoy these few yrs rowing for nacc... i feel proud wearing those singlet that we wore to competition wif them... and seriously now i feel kinda disgusted wearing dat black and red singlet... anyway...

bye...